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After four months in Florence, Italy - I am back in Tallinn. With this change in my physical reality, the Retreat Centre: Malvaste project took centre stage in my daily activity, with goals to make it “habitable” by guests already in July / August 2025.

On the 5th of July, we will have an open day, called Talgud, where we will work together to clean up Malvaste, getting ready for the opening day.

At the same time, I want finish the first draft of My Book, but this has been very challenging, as my presence is elsewhere. The other goal is my Podcast, for which I am looking for more guests.

There are a few things on my mind: Property: Ungurmalas In Latvia - need to sell it, so I can fuel funding to Malvaste. Also, I have a Patek Philippe watch that I am selling :)

Beyond that, I am working on the second iteration of the Nothing Program, a community for people “Seeking” other “Seekers”. Most likely this will materialize itself on www.earthians.com

Date Updated: 14th of June 2025

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Reading:

Transurfing Of Reality - Audio Book

The Noble Eightfold Path - Book

Learning:

Recently, I have joined a year long course, studying meditation and Buddhism. This means that I have to wake up at 1am each Tuesday night, in order to meditate and listen to a lecture.

The challenge of having to wake up, somehow fuels my ego, and helps me to actually commit. This helped me realize that I like challenges.

Practicing meditation is great. Getting to know more about Buddhism is great. Talking to other practitioners is great. The fact the people turn into a religion and dogma, a thing that was supposed to be fully secular - not so great. Morality coming into a non-moral practice - not so great.

Practicing:

Meditate daily. 30 Minutes. Together with ‣

Lucid Dreaming

Practical Shamanism

Archive:

12th of May 2025

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